Most of What I need

Most of what I need
is not in books
New clothes, new looks 
Most of what I need
is not in your arms or your eyes
your truth or your lies 
Most of what I need
Is in me
Not in my head or my thoughts
or my thoughts on my thoughts
most of what I need 
is in me 
Not in my tears
or my fears
my to do lists
my to undo lists
not written down
most of what i need 
is me